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“When I was first diagnosed, I was told that,
             without treatment, I probably had about six
             months. I wouldn’t see my 65  birthday. With
                                         th
             treatment, they gave me about 18 months, with
             around 12 months of that spent having treatment.
             I said to them ‘Right, I’m going to get to 70!’     I knew that I was going to have something which
                                                                 wasn’t very pleasant, but I couldn’t wait to start.
             It took a while for me to be diagnosed. Too long.   For me, this was the start of getting better.
             All in all, it was about 18 months of back and forth
             to the doctors complaining of problems in my side   I had this vision that the chemo was a bottle of
             and shortness of breath. This was unusual for me.   weed killer and they were going to keep squirting
             I’ve run marathons, half marathons, 10ks. I’ve kept   it on the cancer, the weed. They were going to
             fit all my life because I just like feeling fit.    smother it, really cover it and get rid. That was my
                                                                 positive way of thinking.
             The doctor didn’t seem concerned though,
             especially after the x-ray appeared to come back    And me being me, I just tried to make the chemo
             clear. His words were, ‘There’s nothing sinister    ward a happier place. I was trying to get
             going on in your body Mr. Wilkinson.’               everybody’s spirits up. I was the practical joker,
                                                                 chatting away to people and just trying to find
             It was only after I was diagnosed, and I was        something positive to smile about. You have to try
             speaking to a surgeon, that I found out my X-rays   and find the positives. I’m having treatment that’s
             weren’t clear. At the time they were taken, they    trying to make me better. It might not cure me,
             believed the problem was muscular, so they were     but it will make me better.
             looking for strains and breakages. That’s what they
             were trained to look for.
                                                                 I first got told I was in remission in September
             The surgeon, however, said had he seen the X-rays,   2017 and my scans continue to remain stable.
             he would have spotted that I had lung cancer. It    As long as we can keep it like that, I’m happy.
             was behind my heart. I suppose I could get angry at  Because I’m not ready to go yet - I’ve got a couple
             that and, of course, I was angry when I was         more World Cups in me, a few more Olympics
             diagnosed, very angry and very fearful, but now I   and, of course, reaching the big ‘seven-oh!’
             just want people to learn from my experience.
                                                                 I get a lot out of my life. I’m happily retired. I’ve
                                                                 got a lovely family and I’m just enjoying life. I don’t
             Unfortunately, by the time I was diagnosed, surgery   want to go around the world, go to the moon and
             wasn’t an option, so I had to go down the chemo     back, I’m just happy doing what I’m doing. I’m
             route.                                              happy with my life. I’m okay.”
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